Superstar⭐️

What was I thinking?

More like what have I been thinking.

For a while. For not at all. For the other day. For right now.

That this is my movie. I’m the star.

It’s kind of like something switched within me.

Like I can see past the illusions of feeling powerless.

Like I felt my power in a way that restored my faith in myself.

Like I get it. It’s me.

I am the question and I am the only answer.

Good fucking job babe.

What a bloom.

Like I see seeds of things I love around me.

Because I planted them.

Like I took the time to explore my thoughts in real time.

Like I’ve been paying attention to me.

Ripped out pages at my feet show me I haven’t always known what I do today.

Before I tapped in.

In to the inside of every thing, every one, ever place—every dream I ever desire.

Still dreaming even when I have all of it now.

Today is mine.

I’m congratulating what I’ve built so far.

Shoutout to the artist for truly being a God.

Divinely guided. Favored, Fit and Fly.

An immersive checklist that reminds me I’m living.

Go baby. Good for me.

And look, I even took the time to talk about it here.

A place where my heart has bore and reimerged refined by the pressure in real time.

A story more precious than diamonds.

Good for me.

I stand here with the rain on my window and some how this place feels different.

Like I’ve always been grateful but today I feel what I’ve been praying for.

I can see the world opening itself to me.

We’ve known one another for awhile, but she’s been shy.

Giving her articulated passion, she has always been mine.

Coming. One right after the next.

Ahead of me shines.

I’ll know more soon enough.

And how lucky are we that we’ve met this way.

Arching for my voice at the tips of my fingers.

My favorite way to see you.

I’ll write again soon.

Don’t forget to take it easy on yourself.