Can I unzip?
Let me undress.
Step out of the barriers that disguise me from the ethereal.
Divine goddess spirit with a halo of glitter and love.
Freedom.
Beyond letting go and running away.
An essence of floating above reality with an anchor to access whatever I need.
Not of this world and not absent of it.
Unseen and yet you feel all of me.
I’m letting go of this.
This solitude and chaos.
This metamorphosis of good and bad.
This connection to external.
She wore it well always and she’ll dazzle again.
Today she roams to exquisite realities of being.
Not gone only not here.
She deserves this.
To do whatever I want.
I choose today.
How beautiful.
How exciting.
A closed door to ordinary.
Feeling the ecstasy bubble inside of me.
I choose you.
Will you come with me?
Perhaps a decision out of lack.
The anticipation of loneliness bending my desire for more.
Say no.
Let me go.
Being a big girl is only hard if I say it is.
I am free.
I am happy I did.
Thoughts In My 20z 
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